It sure has been awhile since I have been able to sit and write a blog.  In fact this one is actually being pieced together in between the rest  of life (since I keep getting harassed about no new updates!) I am going  to try harder to update more, but there is no guarantee since I rarely  have time to just sit down let alone write a blog! I don't even have time for Facebook anymore (now you know that is bad!)
Let's see, what has been going on?!?  Hmm...well, for starters I can't believe that it is already February!  Wow! A whole month of 2010 is already gone! I can't believe it. Yet,  with all that I have going on I feel like I will look back in a couple  of months and barely remember February either. I am currently taking 15  hours of school, working about 25 hours a week, and training for my competition in April. In the in between time, I spend driving! All of  these places are in completely different and opposite places from where I  live and from each other. I definitely feel blessed to be able to be  apart of all of them and to have the means and ability to get to all of  these places. God sure is good and I am already seeing his amazing  blessing being poured out into my life this year and I can't imagine  what else is in store for the next 11 months! :) 
My classes are  very interesting and exciting actually. It is kind of like a melting pot  mix of classes, which is probably good for my ADD! :) I am taking  History (my least favorite), Marketing, Social Psychology, 
Systematic Theology, and a  
Graphic Design class.  It is hard to pinpoint which class is my favorite because I am really  enjoying learning about graphic design and being able to actually  produce and make my own stuff. I am also definitely enjoying learning  the history and progression of Christianity, as well as why we as humans  act certain ways and the way we relate to others. I also definitely feel  blessed to be able to continue learning and taking classes at such an  influential school. 
Dallas  Baptist University is definitely a unique university and my  favorite school that I have been to. (Since I have made my rounds for a  total of 12 schools in my life) I think its is awesome how even in a  secular class like social psyc we base everything on the Bible and are  given examples throughout the Bible. I also find it awesome that we pray  before and after most classes! What a totally different and unique  experience from all the rest of my schooling! 
I am also required  to go to Chapel at least every Monday and Wednesday. This is basically a  
church service  with a new speaker every time. At first I found it sort of an inconvenience  to have to go to school way earlier just to attend. Yet, I enjoy  getting to 
worship God  and learn about Him more through some amazing and seasoned speakers and  children of God. I find it rather amazing that all of us college  students can gather together in worship. Of course God is always in  church no matter what the age of the attendees. Yet, I find it totally  unique and interesting the power that we as college students have and the up  and coming next influential generation has when we all band together.  Wow! It is awesome to get to be apart of that! 
The 25 hours or  so a week that I am working now are still nannying for the 
Massey family. They have  four great, interesting, and unique kids, Morgan, 3 and a half years  old, Aaron, 6 years old, Hannah, 9 years old, and Jake, 11 years old.  Although they can definitely be a handful they are totally adorable! I  feel blessed to get to be a part of their family and to have a job in  this economy! 
Now, I am sure this is the section of our you  impatient people (you know who you are) have been waiting for, updates  on my training! Well it has now been close to a month that I have been  training (yay for making it that long!) I have about 8 weeks left of  training before the BIG day! My first competition of the year is going  to be the 
Ronnie Coleman  here in Mesquite on Saturday, April 10th. I have been fighting with  myself about whether or not I should put up pictures of my weekly  process or not. Yet, I haven't yet because honestly I haven't really  wanted anyone to see me in a bikini. Maybe sometime during this process I  will put them up, but not until I am ready. This way I can stay sort of  sane and not be stressing about how much farther I have to go and have  the whole world be looking! 
Training started out a little rough  actually. My diet has been perfect and I haven't missed a beat in my  training yet the first week I actually gained a pound!!!! As you can  imagine, I was not very excited about this! :( Yet, I persevered on and  kept going, and instead of going out and eating sushi and Ben and  Jerry's (my classic cheat meal) I decided to use it to my advantage and  train harder! With the reassurance from Tad on my diet, and the butt  kicking from Jerome, I kept pushing. 
Well, here is another piece that I can knit and add into this started and added onto quilt of a blog but still haven't finished. I have been writing this blog since the very beginning of February and now it is almost the end and I am just now finishing it up. Unfortunately, with the training thing I have missed a couple of cardio days here and there and oddly for me my diet hasn't been spot on. I think I am finding it MUUUCH harder with time around because of all the stress of the rest of my life that is going on. I literally feel like I never have time to relax or do anything for me. All of my time is consumed with running around and getting stuff done. There is always a list in hand of the millions of things that need to be checked off before the end of the day or the end of the week and yet they never all seem to get checked. Oh well, I guess this is my life for now and I am trying to stay as positive as possible about everything and just keep putting one foot in front of the other! I am so blessed to be able to participate and be a part of all of them that it is hard to get disappointed when you put it all into perspective. Especially when you spell perspective like Haiti! Wow! Aren't we all blessed?
I do know that I keep saying this, but I am going to do my best to try and update more and more even if they are just short quick blogs so that way all you harassers can lay low for a while! ;) Have a very blessed and amazing day!
B :)